today was day two of our traditional dance program...n of course today was the last day....my class perform daling-daling dance..and it was so wonderful that i have never perform any performance about dancing......and yet today..4/5/2014 was my historic day that i had performed a traditional dance....i mean daling-daling...it was quite simple and happy....^^...its really tired..but i enjoyed all of it....^^ . . . 

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in my life nowadays, it was like a storm but ,,,every day I try to face day after day with a smile and just like the mask I also try to hide the problem, the feelings and emotions from my family, friends and the people around. at the same time, in that mask, I'm trying to solve my  messed life .....  in every problems, bustle and things in my life that miserable..i had made decision that im not gonna give up, because besides me, there are many people out there that are facing the same trouble and even their trouble are bigger than mine....and it is also obvious that God Himself said that 

"Pencobaan-pencobaan yang kamu alami ialah pencobaan-pencobaan biasa, yang tidak melebihi kekuatan manusia.  Sebab Allah setia dan karena itu Ia tidak akan membiarkan kamu dicobai melampaui kekuatanmu.  Pada waktu kamu dicobai Ia akan memberikan kepadamu jalan keluar, sehingga kamu dapat menanggungnya." 

1 Korintus 10:13

yet, i don't have the reason to not keep walking without fighting in my life....