Sometimes..

Sometimes, it’s just like words to say, sing and whatever…It was tasty to hear…but not reality.. the bitter taste become thickens and I couldn’t even eat it… I can’t accepts ur love if it is bitter… Its just like I am the one who keep running and tried so hard… . . .then in that journey, I fell…n that fell give great miserable to this relationship…but I stood up myself, carrying u with me…and again I keep running and tried to fix  what I can.. . . besides all of diz, u are just like shaking your legs and just go on with your life….i really wanna ask u ..did u ever appreciate this relation?? Did u ever pray for this ?? did u ever seek God when our relation is miserable?? Did u ever  think seriously bout diz??  I don’t know why… . .but I really..dun know what 2 say…I need 2 calm myself first…its raining in my heart… God..im sorry, but I still really need u most of the time….