serve You ~

God is great...no matter what , how, big i've betrayed You...
the mercy You showed ..means that You still love me..
.Lord. . .all the things seems impossible to me, but i really know n believe that ..in Your name..there are no such things.. . 
. . .so juz let me surrender all to You...
i want to start from the beginning...

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entah apa mw cakap....emosi xstabil....kesabaran suda capai limit...hurmm...xsangka dapat ckp kata2 sebegitu....hurmmm Tuhan tolonglah sya supaya sya dapat mengampuni dan mengasihi orang disekeliling....tetapi Tuhan, janganlah biarkan orang di sekeliling mengambil kesempatan atas kasih yang saya curahkan.....^^  

it's 0352 am !!!

ermmm....welllll hehea xtw apa mw cakap...hatie neyhh da blek jdie tenang[wlaupown lum sepenuhnya]...hehea... 

                                  kemarin mmg hari amarah ngeekkk..ntah napa mcm xngam sama urg         2...hehea..bingung sendiri...mmg neyhh atie sgt mara n skit atie...but, i juz need some time 2 calm down myself...then skg okayyy daa....mungkin suatu arie t sa akn ckp sama dy "what would u feel if u sit in my situation??" "what would u feel if u get a treat like that?" hehea..but suatu arie nntlar....hehea...u will never know until u experienced it...hope jak one day u understand how deep the hurt u've caused.  but i've already 4give u...it's juz i can't no longer treat or make u my "best frend"...we're juz frenz....im sorryyy...

                                 mlm len g kejadian...hehea...i don't blame u 4 da treat...coz i know u have da problem dat u won't tell me...i'm juz puzzelment n u gave me hundred question...i'm soryy if i've mde ur situation even more worse..i din't mean or want it....gomene...mmg sa xdapat bg apa2 pertolongan walaupun sa tw apa mslah 2, cuma sa mw jadi pendengar setia..n for me, my life is your life n your life is my life....it's okayyy..i'll wait until u've ready 2 tell me..thx 4 telling me 80% of da problem.....juz wanna tell, watever kind of person u are, it wont ever change everything dat already have started...remember dat...^^

                                 apapown y da happen...sa tw suma manusia xdapat lari dri wat kesilapan, sa juz mw perbaiki suma kesilapan y sa sedar sa terwat, n suma kesilapan y sa terwat y sa xsedar, sa arap ada org y akn tegur sy....n sa mw belajar mengasihi dengan lebih kasih supaya sy dapat mengampuni dgn lebih bersungguh2...xkira lar samada urg 2 seiman atw x...juz think dat kesilapan sy lebih bnyak menyakitkan atie God, tp God mc tolong sy smpy skrg, jde apa lar bha sa neyhh lw xmw kc ampun sala urg len....wlupown sa mc skit atie, tp sa akn tetap belajar...hurmmmm..hehea, 

     

&, l'll pray 4 u.....i love u...moga jiwamu kembali tenang. . . ....moga kmu dapat berbaik....amen....

wokeyy....0423am suda hehea....tata~~~